All I want to do is run away
I am 46yrs old. I have had a bad life ... I am unable to communicate
with people, and don't like myself.
I have got involved with another man. but he suffers with depressions,
so that hurts as I'm suffering with him. All I want to do is run away
all the time.
We socialise with friends and find myself remaining quiet, I have tried
to communicate, but it seems that I can't think what to talk about.
The people I mix with are very intelligent. making me feel thick. I cannot
remember anything about history or anything that important.
How can I get over this. I have tried to read books and learn things
but they don't seem to remain with me. Mental blockage!!!!!
Please can you advise me how i can get out of this situation ....
You've had a hard time, and I do not suggest for one moment that most
of these things have been your fault - or even a little bit your fault.
But it is a tough old world, and you will have to do your share.
That simply means, stop making it difficult for yourself. Why not find
one friend - maybe a whole bunch - that you have something in common with.
If these people make you feel thick - go mix with folk who don't.
One small step toward taking control of your life (and DON'T tell me
you don't know where to find nice people!)